And i dont want the world to see me,
coz i know that they wont understand,
And when everythings made to be broken,
i just want u to know who i am.
i just want u to know who i am.

'A' ....sometimes i really repent for missing out on what cud have been a great chance.......... i wasnt mature enough baby. also got carried away i guess. inexperience and immaturity.
I just want u to know who i am.


Man its hot today.....a hot tueday in Brunei. the 4th day in brunei.
am actually counting days. u have to count days when they are 'numbered'. haha. ok...so it wasnt really that funny. maybe i will improvize on it later.
And when everythings made to be broken,
i just want u to know who i am.

i cant get that song outa my head today. heard it after a long time. i really wanna write some nice songs myself. its gonna be my new years resolution this time. write at least 3-4 songs in 2004 - with some kikass lyrics. i have so far written 1 song. more of a dirge. and 1 incomplete song which i lost. bah.
so maybe i will complete that song and then write 3 more ? yea sounds good. need to take it a bit easy once i go back. wanna go to goa this new years. alone maybe. just go and chill for 3 days. sounds good right now. maybe ask H to come along. he is also a cool dude like me and maybe he wont mind it.

am sick of those crappy new year parties dancing with a few more gay losers and drinking some shit and then sleeping late and screwing up the next day.

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