Had typed a blog on anxiety and how it takes over and makes u beg and plead ! but when i posted the damn log, this blogger website actually lost it !!! and then it said cant find shit to post !!!! man....i had put a nice verse into the blog too.
drat ! what a start to the day.
actually this cussing is making me lose a bit of the anxiety....maybe i shud go and break the front glass of our office or ram this keyboard into my monitor.....that sounds so tempting right now !! and trust me...its a sureshot remedy against anxiety that has built up inside you. KILL THAT B******.

hmmm....feel a bit better...but an still on my knees.

Lights go out and i cant be saved, tides that the i tried to swim against,
they 've brought me down upon my knees, oh i beg, i beg and plead....singing.....

this obscure murky mind is short of words today....

am leaving KL for Brunei this weekend - will it be a case of 'from the fire into the frying pan' ? i sure hope not. anyone reading this blog, pls pray tonite for me that it wont be the case ! :) coz i just wanna get on an airplane and run away right now !

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