morning manic monday...am clean shaven, a neat costly haircut and well-ironed close, had a heavy salad and soup lunch, and sitting on my chair in a horrible posture which is sure to give me a back-ache, oogling at the cute chinese chick as she walks, trying to avoid talking to the neighbour girl, wishing i was rather home lazing around on the sofa, reading a nice book or flipping the tv channels. hmmmm

babe hasnt responded to my email....damn. life has brought me to a strange situation. i am a at a big big crossroad....maybe a 10 road junction and not ur typical 4-way junction. got a long week ahead...cant wait to go home in nov and take a break for a few days. that also sucks after awhile. anything in life sucks after awhile. its all change. change is constant. oh i so agree !!!

why do i talk about life so much if it sucks ? i am gonna make an effort to talk less about life and the BS around it and talk more about ppl, personalities etc.

It was nice meeting up with liquid moon. it was also strange meeting a person from the web-world. THe funniest part, which I only realized after the date was that none of us asked each other our names !!!! i found that so freaky later...i mean we went out for a dinner, we were there for more than 2 hours...chatting eating and both of us did not know the name of the other person....another strange date of mine. and seriously, i would have asked her name but it just didnt strike me ! DUH !! its like her name is Liquid Moon....that was dumb of me. so in spite of a real life date, we still remain internet friends. that is strange. she seemed subdued in real life than on the net. maybe wasnt comfortable opening up or found me a complete assclown, which is more likely.

shit ! gotta get back to work. need to get that chinese babe ! thou shalt get that chinese babe. Time is not on my side. Never was, never is, never will be. have to fight it all the while to survive. its the will to survive.


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