its been 5 years......i cant believe its already been 5 years. time can flyat a speed faster than than light.......if i look back on those 5 years now and contemplate each and every decision of mine, it makes it so hard to separate the right choices from the wrong ones. its always easy to look back and say "damn i shouldnt have done that". thats the life is lived and understood - it is live forward but understood only backward. these 5 years have changed my complete personality....the entire outlook towards life and people. i need to spend some time thinking and blog all my thoughts on this so another 10 years down the line, i can read back and see what all i have been through. and i hope at that time, i am in a position to be able to laugh at it all. inshallah willing. lol. no...no i aint converting to atheism. its just a funky phrase i think.